tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59344386898592941802024-03-13T07:35:09.442-06:00Little Air BearUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger357125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-24376848084526829652016-07-11T01:19:00.000-06:002016-07-11T01:19:42.550-06:005 Years in Remission!<div style="text-align: center;">
I really thought that the magical 5 year mark would be more magical. It came and went and many times I thought about getting on here and sharing all about it. But, there are many feelings that suppressed my desire to share. </div>
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First, I hardly think about Erin's cancer anymore. Five years ago, if you'd told me, <i>"someday you won't even think about cancer anymore," </i>I would not have believed you. It feels liberating to be free from the constant worry. Most days I feel pretty normal - like it never happened. But, then there are moments when the little scars on my heart and spirit surface and I begin to worry. Mostly, I worry about the late effects that loom over our heads, as I wonder what all that chemotherapy has done to her body and mind in the long run.</div>
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Second, I have so many friends I've met over the last 5 1/2 years that haven't been as fortunate to walk away from treatment with a healthy child. It feels very vulgar of me to constantly share my feelings of gratitude and health when others are struggling deeply with the loss of a loved one. </div>
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For these two main reasons, I have kept silent. Tonight I was reminded why it is important for me to overcome my insecurities and continue to share this blessing from God, our hope in Him, and the beauty in our healthy daughter. I received an email tonight asking about our daughter from a parent who has looked all over the internet and only seen stories of sadness and loss. I did the exact thing when Erin was diagnosed. I'm sure most parents would do the same. You search and search for someone who has survived. There is a great need to know that someone else has succeeded and then you can place your faith in God knowing that your child can achieve that too. </div>
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<i>We live in an unbalanced world </i><i>where the bad is broadcasted louder than the good. </i><i>The good is out there, but oftentimes </i><i>it is resting in the hearts </i><i>of those who have experienced it.</i></h4>
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Here is our lovely AML survivor. </div>
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She is 8 years old now and growing into such an accomplished young woman. She has a heart full of love for others, a gift of music, and an imagination that can captivate her for hours. I attribute her extremely imaginative capacities to the hours she spent confined to a hospital room.</div>
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FIVE years in remission!</div>
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This is the magic spot. Cured? I guess that's what we could say. It's the point where our Oncologist says that if AML showed up in her blood again it would be considered a secondary cancer and treated as such, instead of it being considered a relapse.</div>
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Here we are! Well, we actually hit 5 years at the end of December 2015. We celebrated by taking the three oldest kids to Florida for a re-visit of some of our Make-A-Wish fun - The Wizarding World of Harry Potter and LegoLand.</div>
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A few years ago we got off on our clinic appointments so this time around we just did blood work and a visit with our Pediatrician. Then, in December 2016 we will visit our Oncologist and do heart scans again. Me, being the Mom-oncologist that I have become, have done much research on childhood cancer and decided to ask our Pediatrician to do a Titer test to see where Erin's immunization antibodies are at. Erin received all her vaccinations up to 18 months and then was diagnosed with AML before she received her 2 year immunizations. After treatment she finished off her vaccinations, but I've been very concerned over the years about how effective those vaccinations were. Especially when we went to Disneyland a few weeks after that Measles outbreak in 2014. The five rounds of chemotherapy fully wiped out her immune system so it made sense in my mind that her antibodies would be wiped out too. Yet, after treatment we didn't re-do any of them, we just finished off the ones she hadn't previously received. </div>
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The Titer test results came back showing that she had antibodies only for Chicken Pox, nothing else. That shocked me. When Erin found out that she would have to get a load of shots to re-do her immunizations she was less than thrilled. She hid under the table in the Pediatrician's office screaming and bawling. She scared the heck out of my two and three year olds that happened to be tagging along. But, now Erin is up to date on immunizations! This is one BIG reason why I'm super pro-vaccination. Please vaccinate your kids to help out kids like Erin who have a weakened immune system.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-51435025770437451972015-06-18T22:56:00.002-06:002015-06-18T23:08:05.057-06:0054 Month Clinic - 4 1/2 Years in RemissionLittle Air Bear is only 6 months away from the magical 5 YEAR mark of being in remission from Leukemia. When we were in the middle of treatment and feeling like life wasn't even moving it was hard to picture 5 years out, but now we're nearly there! So so soooooo close. Once in awhile I get comments and emails from other parents who have children receiving treatment for Acute Myeloid Leukemia and they want to know how Little Air Bear is doing. There is a yearning to know that someone's child lived. I remember looking and grasping for someone (ANYONE) who had a child who lived. I am glad that we can share this blog with the world and let all of you know there can be success. There is hope!<br />
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Her blood work is clear of cancer and the Echo of her heart looks awesome.</div>
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Another clinic appointment passed with flying colors!</div>
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Erin was only 2 when she had cancer and just lately she has been asking a lot of questions about what she went through. It is a blessing that she doesn't remember all that awful crazy stuff she went through. Such a blessing! We thank our Father in Heaven that she doesn't remember that. She wanted to see where she stayed for about 7 1/2 months of her life, so we stopped by the Cancer/Transplant Unit (used to be called ICS) and had a little look around.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-61255048700986022072014-10-03T11:15:00.001-06:002014-10-03T11:15:16.753-06:00Hope For Those Fighting<div style="text-align: center;">
I'm coming to face the fact that I <i>can't forget</i> that my child had leukemia. My precious daughter had cancer. I haven't blogged much lately because we're in a happy place. We're where I hoped we'd be - healthily resuming the crazy thing we call family life. </div>
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Most cancer Moms and Dads move on, we're told to.</div>
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But, I can't! </div>
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I'm online here to help you see there is hope!</div>
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There are so many Moms and Dads out there who have found out their precious infant, toddler, child, or teen has cancer. <a href="http://www.curesearch.org/Childhood-Cancer-Statistics/" target="_blank">42 will find out today!</a> It was the <i>last thing</i> you thought would happen to YOUR family! What do you do? After you have overcome the initial shock and bucked up and started into the chemotherapy regime then you get on the world wide web and start typing out questions. </div>
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You ask questions online. You search google. You look for survival rates, you look for someone who had the same cancer as your child - down to the very detail of the subtype. You look for the face of someone who survived. You type out your greatest fears, the ones you are often afraid to ask the Oncologists. You look for <i>someone else</i> who is in your situation because, frankly, you feel lost, lonely, and isolated. </div>
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Most of all, you look for hope!</div>
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I have received countless comments and emails from Moms an Dads all over the world who just want to know someone else whose child has survived. The statistics are such, that survival isn't promised to everyone. This is the most heart breaking part about childhood cancer. So many little people pass away each year, not always from the cancer itself, but from the side effects of the treatment.</div>
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It is our very nature to want to know that things will be okay.</div>
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Our God has <a href="https://www.lds.org/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/90.24?lang=eng#23" target="_blank">promised us</a> that as we <i>"search diligently, pray always, and be believing, . . . all things will work together for our good. " </i></div>
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<a href="https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2004/04/believe?lang=eng" target="_blank">Elaine S. Dalton</a> said, <i>"That doesn’t mean that everything will be perfect or
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If you're like me, you feel like every day you are literally <i>"hanging" </i>in there! </div>
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In <a href="https://www.lds.org/scriptures/nt/mark/9.23?lang=eng#22" target="_blank">Mark</a>, the Savior has promised that <i>“all things are possible to him that believeth. </i>So believe in yourselves. Believe that you are never alone. Believe and hope. This does not mean that loss of life can be prevented, but it does mean that whatever happens, it will work out for our good.</div>
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It is always my desire to help you. I want to help those of you who are struggling right now. You are probably sitting in a hospital room, with your very sick child sleeping in the hospital bed next to you. I wish I could be a little money fairy and pop into your hospital room and give you millions of dollars to ease the financial burden your child's cancer has placed on your family. That is out of my reach, but what I can do is give you hope.</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>You can do this!</i></span></div>
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Yes, it is hard, so hard in every aspect of your life.</div>
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But, you are not alone.</div>
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God is always aware and He wants you to know that He is there to help you. You just have to open your heart to feel that love and your pain and the burden you carry will be lifted.</div>
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I am also here for you. </div>
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My daughter has been in remission for just over 3 1/2 years. </div>
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Success is out there! Many don't share the successes because they have moved on. </div>
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They fought the fight and they try not to ever look back.</div>
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I am always open to chatting via email about questions, thoughts, concerns, fears, joys.</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">You can reach me at: <i>littleairbear1@gmail.com</i></span></div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-8378701664988326792014-09-18T13:36:00.002-06:002014-09-18T13:39:05.166-06:00Floppy Hat FayeThere just couldn't be a word that cancer families fear more than RELAPSE! September 8th I learned that one of our dear friends' Acute Myeloid Leukemia had relapsed. The news was heartbreaking for me.<br />
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Isn't she just stunning! </div>
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Just shy of THREE YEARS of being in remission, Faye's cancer has returned. </div>
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It is exactly these situations that pull our heartstrings and help us to look outside of ourselves. Are we willing to bear one another's burdens? Are we willing to make the load lighter for someone else? Are we willing to give up something small or large to benefit another?<br />
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I often think about all of those who have donated to our CureSearch Walks and I think about how our family alone has raised well over $15,000 to support childhood cancer research in the last 4 years. I think about how that starts with just one small donation after another. <br />
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Yesterday my husband and I took our two littlest daughters to McDonald's to celebrate their birthdays. $17 later we had lunch and a playplace to hang out in. It is odd how we can just swipe our cards so easily for $17 worth of burgers, fries, and drinks. Yet, SO OFTEN we think twice about giving even just $10 to a great cause. I am saddened at how much the world can just swipe their cards into debt for meaningless stuff. I hate that word - STUFF. It has no substance, no lasting joy, and no loving touch.<br />
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What is it about ourselves that we can easily spend $10 on stuff, but not on another's burden?<br />
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So, I call you to action. Step up. Be better! Do without. And, take a moment to find a way to help someone else. And, if you feel in your heart that you could help Faye's family, then please donate something to help them out. <br />
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You can access their <a href="http://www.gofundme.com/e8a330" target="_blank">gofundme account at this link</a> to donate to Faye's Family.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-2160137984554354452014-06-18T22:37:00.000-06:002015-06-18T22:57:03.131-06:0042 Month Clinic - 3 1/2 Years in Remission<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">First, I have to share something. In a home where cancer is a common word, sometimes our kids just don't use it correctly. Like, when fighting over who gets the stool at the sink first to brush teeth. Things might be said like, "well you got the stool first, you always go first". And then a sibling retorts, "well you got cancer first." Um, yeah. I don't really get it either. But, our older kids were 3 and 4 years old when Air Bear was 2 and got cancer. So, they really have no idea how awful cancer (and all that comes with it) is. My son was SO thrilled today that we got to go to Air Bear's Hospital, he yelled as he jumped out of the car to go to Chinese class "I get to go to Erin's hospital today!!" He loves, like LOVES, like super-duperly loves her hospital. They have an amazing playroom on the 3rd floor and that is just about all he remembers from the whole cancer experience. He dreams about living in that playroom. Our kids are now 6, 7, and 8 and they have odd conversations about cancer. I try my best to explain what we went through, but they'll never completely understand. I'm grateful for that. I'm grateful that they only remember the bright happy things about what we went through. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Well, let's shout it out! YIPPEE!!!! Yippee for another successful hospital visit! It's amazing how quickly time flies and we don't think about cancer coming back. I hardly bat an eye about going to get a blood draw now. I didn't sit and worry if this one would show signs of her cancer coming back. It is just one of the perks of getting further and further from where we were on June 1st 2010 when we found out our Little Air Bear had Acute Myeloid Leukemia. We are in the clear to come back in one year. We get a whole 'nother 365 days away from the hospital (and all the memories that come back when I visit). Niiiiiice.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Playing in the waiting room. She had just gotten her poke in her arm to draw blood and was a champ at holding still and not crying! And, she had it all planned out how she was going to pick a prize from the prize box for her sister and brother instead of herself. Sweet, huh?!</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">She watched Frozen on the TV while I watched the ECHO of her heart.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Her older siblings enjoyed playing in the playroom while they waited!</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"To Mom - Luve Erin"</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">She's growing!! </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">She is in the 0% for weight, but she JUMPED up to the 11% for height! </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">She branched out here and chose chocolate milk instead of Root Beer.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Awww, Dr. Verma . . . let us count the ways we love you!</span></span></div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-29579151500412679792014-03-01T15:45:00.001-07:002014-03-01T15:45:25.436-07:00Childoohd Cancer is Right Next Door<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">You just never know what the future brings. A year and a half ago we changed jobs and found ourselves a comfy home in a wonderfully cheery neighborhood. A few Sundays ago I opened my email to find the most shocking news. Our 16 year old next door neighbor (and fabulous babysitter) was diagnosed with Hodgkin Lymphoma. My heart just burst! It was like all that yucky-cancer-hurt buried inside my heart was burst open and thrust upon someone else. I wanted to catch all that bad cancer pain in the air and not let it escape to another mother's heart. I had been there. Now they are living it - right next door to me!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">The minutes after I found out that our own Little Air Bear had cancer my father said we would see great blessing come from this trial. I firmly feel that. This blog receives hundreds of hits each day, and over the last 3 years I have received many many many messages and emails from other mothers and fathers who are facing similar trials. Sharing our experience with childhood cancer has been a great opportunity for me to give back, to help lighten the awfulness of it in others' lives, and to offer a brightness of hope that God is there and that He will lift us through our trials.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I have spent the last month working out a way to help our neighbors lighten their trial. Childhood Cancer is draining in a million ways, but money is such a hard beastly reality of cancer. All the food, gas, wear on your car, medical bills, family outings to forget about cancer, follow-up visits, and late effect treatments just add up like crazy all while you're still dealing with the normal financial realities of life. It is a lifelong burden a family with cancer is faced to deal with.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">For the entire month of March <a href="http://www.psiadoreyou.com/" target="_blank">P.S. I Adore You</a> will feature our friends as their cancer family of the month. All donations made that month will go directly to their family. So, hurry . . . donate and/or shop . . . their super fun items change daily and are discounted a ton!</span><br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-83653981761440482622013-12-12T14:56:00.003-07:002015-06-18T22:57:24.836-06:0036 Month Clinic - 3 YEARS in remission!!Erin (and the rest of us) have made it three years. THREE years! Yay! We are so happy. It feels so good to have gotten to this point.<br />
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So a few months ago all our kids got flu shots at our local clinic. Our 7 year old son has a particular fear of needles and screamed (like so so so loud!) and thrashed throughout the entire clinic while me (super pregnant) tried to hold him down with the help of a nice grandma-aged nurse. The nurses were so upset with him, like super upset. They gave me that look that said, "you are a bad parent." Then we left and the 20 people in the waiting area all gave me looks of disgust that our son had scared their kids and now no kids in the clinic wanted to get shots. So due to that lovely display from my son I had a good talkin'-to to all the kids on the drive home.<br />
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Did I mention that we have 5 kids now? I know this blog is nearly all for Erin's-cancer-related-things but our family is also a big part of who Erin is now. Here they are down below, aren't they cute? We <a href="http://www.viacord.com/" target="_blank">banked the cord blood</a> for our two youngest little girls in the event that Erin would ever need a sibling match for a bone marrow transplant.<br />
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Today my Little Air Bear decided that she was not going to cry during her blood draw like her brother had. (Thank you!) She went in like a champ and had a few tears and a few little sad cries, but I did NOT have to hold her down this time. After 3 years of awful blood draws she is finally getting the hang of it.<br />
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Erin is doing so well. No complaints here. She has another appointment next June for an ECHO on her heart and a blood draw. But after that we will only have to visit her Oncologists ONCE A YEAR! <br />
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Dr. Verma had a good chat with Erin and Erin responds funny and silly because she hardly remembers anything cancer related. Dr. Verma said that now that Erin has reached 3 years it is very unlikely that her original cancer will return. Super happy dance from me! Erin did have some serious chemotherapies and the Daunorubicin can cause heart failure many months or years after the chemo was stopped so that is why we are having the yearly ECHOs. The Etoposide that she had has a 3-4% chance of causing a secondary cancer. Then there's the future possibility of infertility, endocrine problems, learning problems, and emotional issues.<br />
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It is a relief to know that she is pretty far out of the risk zone of being one of the 50% of kids with AML who relapse. Now she only has a 3-4% chance of getting a secondary cancer from her chemo. That's something to celebrate <br />
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Looking at Erin you wouldn't even know that she had cancer. </div>
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She is proud that she beat cancer! </div>
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White Blood Count 7.6 (normal 6.0-10.0)</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-3308804788958976262013-09-03T12:31:00.001-06:002013-09-03T12:38:23.508-06:00Honoring Brielle!<div style="text-align: center;">
It's that time of year again ... our CureSearch Walk.</div>
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Last year we raised $6442 in honor of Little Air Bear!</div>
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<i>This year our family has chosen to honor our dear friend Brielle Beus </i></div>
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<a href="http://www.curesearchwalk.org/saltlakecity/angelbrielle" target="_blank">DONATE HERE!!! </a>to Angel Brielle's Team</div>
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Brielle and Erin both fought Acute Myeloid Leukemia and were diagnosed around the same time.</div>
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They enjoyed walking in the CureSearch 2011 walk together!!</div>
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Brielle fought AML a few times and underwent 2 bone marrow transplants. </div>
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This year our family won't be able to physically attend the SLC CureSearch Walk, but we are still fundraising and hope to raise $2000 by October 5th.</div>
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Erin's doing great! Today we had a blood draw and an ECHO in Cardiology. I'm sure Erin could be heard screaming during her blood draw. She was in hysterics. Each blood draw we do brings more and more tears. It must be that as she's growing older she understands more about the pain and how much she HATE being poked. The ECHO was a breeze and she was completely relaxed and watched Super Why while she laid there. The ECHO results came back completely normal and her CBC came back normal! Yay! Here's to 2 1/2 years in remission for Acute Myeloid Leukemia. </div>
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Then we got the usual Root Beer and Chocolate Pudding. Chips have been outlawed in the clinic, so there was a little disappointment that she couldn't have the regular Cheetos too.</div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">There was a time when I saw cancer </span></i></div>
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Erin has made it two whole years in remission from her Acute Myeloid Leukemia. I am thrilled. Once we hit 5 years the chances of her relapsing are just about nil. The further we get from diagnosis the better her chances of never relapsing.</div>
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Erin survived getting her blood drawn in the lab. She did so much better when she was 2 years old, now it's like she knows the reality of how much she dislikes being poked.</div>
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Erin getting her height taken. She is wearing the mask because she had a cold she was fighting and we didn't want to get any of the other kids in the Hem/Onc clinic sick.</div>
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Erin is small. Like super small for her age. From December 2011 to December 2012 she gained exactly 1.12 pounds and only grew 2.01 inches! This has everyone worried. Erin weighs 11 pounds <i>less</i> than the average girl her age. We were ordered to go to radiation to get an x-ray of her wrist to check if her bone growth is normal. Here she is getting the "picture" of her hand taken. She totally doesn't mind x-rays which is cool for us!</div>
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Welp, her bone growth is spot on. I was thankful for that since I didn't really want to have to go down the endocrinology avenues of hormone therapy. But, we're all a little stumped about her body size. We don't really have a plan either, just lots of hope that she'll keep on growing. Maybe she'll continue to grow and that she'll keep on growing into her late teen years and catch up to everyone or maybe surpass us all and be 6 feet tall (or taller) like some of her girl cousins and aunts.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-6798188838223937852012-12-04T15:10:00.000-07:002012-12-04T15:10:07.788-07:00DecemberIt's been awhile, but I'm checking back in here. We are doing well, we are healthy and happy. The last 6 months have been crazy for our family with the addition of a new baby, a new job for my husband, a move to a new city, and spending 4 months in limbo as we waited to get into our new home. We are thankful to all be together in our own home - finally! <br />
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This time of year always brings happy and anxious feelings. I love Christmastime. I love being together as a family and enjoying the holidays with all the wonderful music and activities. This time is also so very dear to us because on Dec. 14th marks the anniversary of Erin finishing her cancer treatment. Dec. 14, 2012 will be her TWO year anniversary of coming home from treatment for the last time.<br />
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Erin's cancer is something that I just will never forget. It has gotten easier, much much easier, but going through something so stressful and scary still makes my heart ache. After looking back, I see that I've probably struggled with some depression and post traumatic stress from this experience. I'm so thankful for my family and friends who have buoyed me up without knowing I was struggling. And, I am especially thankful to my wonderful husband who has been by my side through it all.<br />
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Just after Erin finished treatment 2 years ago I got a journal specifically for writing down all of the wonderful blessings and miracles I saw during Erin's treatment. I spent several days writing in it. It was very difficult to write down the tender things, but it was very therapeutic for me and I believe it helped me to cope with what I'd been through. I have kept the journal in my drawer, but I couldn't bring myself to open it up for the last two years. I didn't want to re-live any of those emotions.<br />
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After moving and sort of re-starting my life I've been able to open up some of the old wounds and 2 nights ago I read through what I had written. I want to share just a few:<br />
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<i>"In the beginning I consciously asked myself what my attitude would be. How am I going to react to what is coming. I made the decision to always be positive. Always."</i><br />
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<i>"I made the decision to be kind to the staff. Even if they messed up. I was not going to get angry at anyone. I wanted to have a thankful, grateful attitude amidst the anguish of a child suffering with cancer."</i><br />
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<i>"My spouse! My companion! I was extremely thankful that we were strong together. I am so grateful we had so many similar reactions. I am glad he didn't flip out, get angry, depressed, or reclusive. We both went hand in hand, with positive attitudes. We pulled each other upwards through the trial."</i><br />
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<i>"Some said that this experience would bring John and I closer together. I heard some say the opposite. It doesn't just happen like "wow, we are closer." We had to work extra hard - harder than before. That work brought us closer." </i><br />
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Erin has her two year follow-up appointment just a few days before Christmas. Of course I am antsy, but I don't really have cause to worry. Until then....Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-15163730573711424062012-09-25T11:51:00.002-06:002012-09-25T11:51:51.341-06:00Babies and Walks<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
Little Air Bear has a new little sister!</div>
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Part of the miracle of having a new sister is the awesomeness of ViaCord's Sibling Connection program. Through ViaCord's program we were able to save the stem cells from our new baby girl's cord blood and we banked it, along with some cord tissue, in hopes it could save Erin's life. If Erin's Acute Myeloid Leukemia were to relapse she would need a bone marrow transplant. If our new baby is her perfect match (our other two kids were not) then instead of using a bone marrow donor off of the Be The Match registry we would use our new baby's cord blood for the transplant. </div>
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Our family is in love with our newest addition. We are now a family of six!</div>
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It was so much fun having the kids see their new sister for the first time, but funny enough, the kids spent most of the time pretending to be doctors rather than oohing and aching over their sister. There's something that has to be said about our family who spent 146 days in a hospital room during cancer treatment: The kids LOVE to play with all the medical gadgets. Our new baby had several "doctors" all trying to take her blood pressure and check her heartbeat.</div>
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Besides having a baby, we have been actively raising awareness and raising funds for the upcoming 2nd annual CureSearch Walk in our area! Up to now, our team has raised $4117.09! We are getting closer to our goal to raise $5000 by Saturday. We only have 4 days left! </div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">So far this year, our walk has raised $104,609! Our goal was $90,00 and we have exceeded it by nearly $15,000 already!</span></div>
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Thank you so much to all of you who have donated this year and in years past. We appreciate so much that you have been willing to help us raise money for childhood cancer research. 100% of your donation to our walk will go directly to childhood cancer research. Just 30 years ago there was no cure for childhood Acute Myeloid Leukemia. Now the success rate is near 60%. That's good, but not good enough. We hope that through raising funds for research we can get that cure rate for AML and all other childhood cancers to 100%!</div>
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Right now, Team Cache Valley Cancer Kids is in <b>5th place out of 69 teams</b> for fundraising! I'm feeling competitive and I think we could get 1st place. Help us reach our goal to raise $5000 for childhood cancer research...right now we're at $3727.09.</div>
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Our drive down to Primary Children's Medical Center was pretty uneventful. It's weird how we go there for the same labs we've been doing in our hometown lab, but it's always waaayyyy more emotional for me to go to Primary Children's. If I was just going to the local lab I'd hardly bat an eye, but driving down to PCMC gets me thinking about how horrific it was to be thrown into childhood cancer with my sweet little air bear. I got a little teary eyed as I recalled some of those emotions the first time we took her there after learning that abnormal cancer cells were found in her blood. These are feelings and emotions that will never leave, most of the experience is pretty blocked, but there are some that will remain with me forever - which I think is good - we need to remember the bad with the good to be able to learn and grow from our experiences.</div>
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We got to Primary Children's and took a picture by the "Rainbow Horse" that Erin loves to greet.</div>
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We got to the lab right on time only to find out that no one was expecting us. As sometimes happens, you don't get put in the computer. Hematology/Oncology didn't even have us down on their calendar. Everyone was really accommodating and after an hour of figuring out registration and getting paperwork faxed to the lab we were finally able to get Erin's blood drawn for her CBC. </div>
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Last time Erin was a star during the poke and blood draw, only shedding a tear and not having to be restrained. This time she was a real stinker! It was four against Erin: Me, two nurses, and a child life specialist and she was still screaming and thrashing. It's amazing they got a good poke and blood draw done!</div>
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But, all was better once we got to the Hem/Onc Clinic and got the usual Cheetos, Root Beer, and Chocolate Pudding.</div>
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Little Air Bear has been in remission for nearly 20 months now and I think she looks healthier than ever before. She will have her follow-up blood test and physical at Primary Children's at the end of August.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-67530133578190000332012-07-18T10:41:00.003-06:002012-07-18T10:41:41.066-06:00The Miracle Kid<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">This was posted by a young lady facebook friend in Colorado named Brittany.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">"I was Diagnosed with AML(Acute Myelogenous Leukemia) at the age of 15 on December 12th, 2000 and was given 3 WeeksTo Live!!!!! Or a 5-15% chance of Survival!!!!! I was told that all Children/teens/Young Adults Diagnosed with AML at that time that only 30% of us would stay i</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline;"><span>n remission for 5 Years or over and that 70% of us would relapse and die within that time period!!!!! </span></span></span><br />
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Until Erin had cancer I hadn't given much thought as to where the money goes.....</div>
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BUT if you donate through our <a href="http://www.curesearchwalk.org/faf/donorreg/donorpledge.asp?ievent=1012842&supId=327888213" target="_blank">CURESEARCH WALK</a></div>
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Each of these kids lives in Utah!<br />
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Wonderful News from Capitol Hill!</div>
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Last night, the Senate passed the Creating Hope Act as part of the final FDA Reauthorization Act (S3187), the same piece of legislation that was passed by the House of Representatives last week. The next step is for President Obama to sign the legislation into law!</div>
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This is a historic moment for the children's cancer community as this legislation directly impacts the development of new drugs for children with cancer and other life life-threatening diseases.</div>
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We express our gratitude to Members of Congress and their staff for their vision and support for this important legislation, and to you - the members of the children's cancer community - whose multi-year advocacy efforts ensured passage of the Creating Hope Act.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-58946118650540858742012-06-26T14:34:00.000-06:002015-06-18T22:58:24.767-06:0018 Month Clinic<br />
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I took Erin to our local lab for this CBC on Tuesday and then on Monday we had her appointment with her Pediatrician. She was dancing around the lab before the poke singing, "I'm gonna get a prize, I'm gonna get a prize."</div>
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Erin is the bravest 4 year old! I didn't have to hold her down or restrain her, she just held her arm out for the phelobotomist. She had a few tears fall from her eyes, but she never once cried out in pain. I am continually amazed at her strength at all she understands and does. She is my hero and I'm so proud of her.</div>
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The funniest thing about this lab draw is that I forgot to do it on Monday. I did it on Tuesday and then I forgot to get the results from the records office. Primary Children's never called with the results and by the next morning the thought finally came that I hadn't heard what Erin's CBC results were. I assumed that since I hadn't heard anything, she was still doing great in remission! </div>
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Two years ago I NEVER thought I'd be this relaxed about cancer! I am finally feeling like this isn't a part of our lives anymore and it's a great place to be!</div>
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I should also update that we are moving from our beloved valley. My husband got a new job and we'll be moving 2 hours South. This also might be why I'm not thinking about cancer because I have loads of other things on my mind.</div>
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This month marks our 18 months of being cancer free!</div>
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Erin has her 18 month follow-up visit at the end of the month with her Pediatrician and our local lab because we got another special extension from our Oncology department at Primary Children's to do the visit here. We'll do her 21 month follow-up at Primary Children's in September. </div>
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I still get antsy thinking about her cancer coming back, especially because we've lost so many friends with AML. Our little 5 year old friend <a href="http://littleairbear.blogspot.com/2012/05/sean-salaz-needs-your-help.html" target="_blank">Sean</a> passed away 3 days ago and it's just not fair how some make it and some don't. Erin's been sick, the usual, a cold or cough and she's been complaining of leg aches. Thankfully we got all the yeast infections (that kept coming back) taken care of 3 weeks ago...that was not fun at all...fingers crossed that they stay away for good! It all probably boils down to just some growing pains and her beat up immune system that catches everything, but the thoughts of cancer lurk in the back of my mind. </div>
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She's doing really good otherwise! She's does everything she can to keep up with her big brother and sister. When we go anywhere she nearly outruns them, she is quite the fast runner on her short chicken legs. When we go for walks in our neighborhood she always runs the last block to beat us all home. She is a fighter and she is determined to win everything that she does. She's been intrigued with reading and has started the reading books her siblings also did before kindergarten and it's been a blessing to see how quick her mind picks things up - I worried so much that the chemo would leave long lasting learning issues. She is still in love with princesses and wakes up nearly every morning telling me that she dreamed about Disneyworld and visiting the princesses. Her <a href="http://littleairbear.blogspot.com/search/label/Make-a-Wish" target="_blank">make-a-wish experience</a> has forever changed her and I am so thankful for how that trip has created the most amazing memories that she'll never forget. </div>
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We are so grateful for every day that we spend with Erin. Sometimes I look at her and think of the blessings that kept her life going during the hardest times. She is a little miracle.</div>
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On another note: I wrote up a little blip on our <a href="http://www.utahcancerfightingcuties.blogspot.com/2012/06/how-did-you-find-out-your-child-had.html" target="_blank">Utah Moms With Cancer Fighting Cuties blog</a> about how many moms in Utah received the news that their child had cancer. Some of us found out in the most crazy situations...like getting a phone call in the middle of a movie at the theater, getting the call while driving down the street and like me, in the checkout line at Walmart. It makes you think about what someone is talking about when you see them on their cell phone in a public place....they could be getting the bad news as you wait impatiently behind them. It makes me think about how we should always be Christ-like in every situation when dealing with someone on a cell phone.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-3350835468745028642012-06-01T07:02:00.006-06:002012-06-01T07:02:58.514-06:002 Years Ago<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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There is a very vivid slow motion movie in my mind of the first few hours of Erin's diagnosis, I almost wish I could show that to you so you could completely understand what it's like.</div>
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We took Erin's cancer on with brave faces and bits of humor (when we could find some), but I would never wish anyone to have to go through cancer with their child. We had hearts full of faith and hope and we relied heavily on the atonement of our Savior to get us through. It is an experience I would never want to repeat. We are so grateful to have it behind us, and we rejoice every day that we get further from it. </div>
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Erin has been in <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red; font-size: large;">remission for about 18 months</span>, we can truly breathe easily when she hits that 5 year complete remission mark when her chance of getting AML again is pretty much nil. </div>
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Hear what Erin has to say....</div>
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We have been fundraising for our CureSearch walk comping up at the end of the summer. Very humbly we'd like to announce that right now our team is leading the entire state in fundraising! Did you just see me do a jump kick?</div>
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Way to go <a href="http://www.cachevalleycancerkids.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Cache Valley Cancer Kids</a>!!</div>
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We are only about $1900 shy of our $5000 goal.</div>
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I challenge you to donate $5 right now!</div>
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I double dare you!</div>
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Please, donate <a href="http://www.curesearchwalk.org/faf/donorReg/donorPledge.asp?ievent=1012842&lis=1&kntae1012842=0878EC733CD0458DBC79F280C6D31744&supId=327888213" target="_blank">HERE</a>.</div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">100% of donations go to CureSearch.</span> </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5934438689859294180.post-58735055912703105542012-05-31T13:46:00.001-06:002012-05-31T15:48:23.878-06:00Sean Needs Your Help<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">Sean is dying from Acute Myeloid Leukemia (the same cancer our Erin had). His body is shutting down right now. It has been so hard seeing other family's on the other end of the spectrum, whose kids don't get to stay here and they never hear the word "remission." </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">Please consider donating to the family's paypal account to help pay for funeral expenses. Mark it "gift" and "personal" in paypal and send donations to saltammar@yahoo.com. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">Sean's mom is a single mom of two boys. She is about to loose Sean, and her 8 year old son lives in a wheel chair. Any donation would help. Please remember this little family in your prayers.</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0